When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
Siren's Song
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
I do believe in coincidences. I do! I do!
A friend's name sprang in my head in the middle of class for no reason at all. Boink.
As I entered the co-opt in a half-dazed state, the very friend I was thinking about went "Eh..Hi!"
Current music: Hoobastank - The Reason
Current mood: Enamored
he's not the first to tell me he wants to try make the relationship work
he's not the first to tell me he loves me
he's not the first to tell me i mean the world to him
he's not the first to speak about the future with me
he's not the first to ask if i would like to walk down the aisle with him
but...
he's the first person i want to try make the relationship work with
he's the first person i want to believe that he loves me
he's the first person i want to mean the world to him
he's the first person i want to spend the rest of my life with
he's the first person i want to walk down the aisle with
there has been a radical change in the tide of things that are going on around us.
more and more, day by day, i seem to sink deeper into my own thoughts, to care more about my own feelings, and become increasingly self-absorbed in the considerations for my own emotions and my alone.
it's time i change. wake myself and smell the coffee. to disregard myself and see only him.
does anyone remember patch adams? the scene which an old man asked robin williams how many fingers he saw on his hand. until the old man told williams to look beyond the problem, he saw four fingers. it's only by casting the line of vision beyond what's immediately and directly in front of you then can you see the answer, or eight fingers.
it's hard to go through such rough patches and raw conversations. but no one said it's gonna be easy.
i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
i've found a reason to show a side of me you didnt know
a reason for all that i do, and the reason is you
i hear him whisper "i am happy" into my ears again. i wanna see his bambi eyes bright with tears of joy and contentment.
i wanna see eight fingers. with him, by my side.
8:08 AM
